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Everyone is an individual.

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A collection of experiences.

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A network of genes.

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Unrepeatable body
and a soul without a duplicate.

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No two people are the same.

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Each person on Earth
is beautifully different.

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Violently different.

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Ethan!

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What?

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Alone.

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Can you please come in
and have your breakfast?

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I need you in and out of the shower
before Roger gets back.

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Why do we have to have a lodger
anyway?

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Are you suddenly destitute
or something?

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Where's Dad?

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He's at an accountancy conference
in Peterborough.

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That is the most depressing sequence
of words I've ever heard in my life.

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Accountancy conference,
Peterborough.

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I hope he's lying. I hope he has
a secret family, for his sake.

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Not that it's any of your business

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but we're trying to save some extra
money before we sell the house.

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Before you fucking what?

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Before we fucking sell the house.

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Why are you selling the house?

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We've seen some very
attractive properties in Kent.

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Attractive properties in Kent.

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Kent is the Garden of England.

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What?!

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London is loud and horrible.

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Almost everyone we know
has been stabbed.

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Now, for goodness' sake, Ethan,
just eat.

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I don't see
why everything has to be a fight.

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Ran through? Yeah, ran through.

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No, Ophelia is not ran through,
Jake.

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If anything, Hamlet is ran through.

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He's a guy.

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A key that opens many locks
is a good key,

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but a lock that can be opened
by many keys is a bad lock.

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I know you haven't had sex.

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You know that, right?

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You don't have a key, mate,
you're locked out.

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You're confusing the metaphor.

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Oh, my God! So now you know
what a metaphor is.

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All I'm saying is that Hamlet is
a high-value man.

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He's a prince, he's tall,
he's sure of himself.

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I mean, he's got women lined up.

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I mean, what are we talking about?

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Did I get the wrong one?

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We can get a different one.

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I wasn't sure what was the best cat.

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ChatGPT said that this breed

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had an independent spirit,
and I thought that resonated.

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No, no, I love him.

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Just because, you know,
we're back on track.

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You know, moving forward
from the whole... the sex thing.

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Mm-hm. We're at a new stage.

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A cat stage.

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Practice at looking after
something together. Yeah!

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Yay!

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Hey.

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Hi.

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Hey, we should talk about
the other night.

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Oh. No, we don't need to do that.

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Also I'm literally heading out.

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I'm doing a reading at the show
tonight.

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I just wanted to say, though,

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that for me, it was more of, like,
a casual thing.

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I don't want you to get
the wrong idea

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that it was more than... than that.

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Oh, fuck.

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I was really hoping you wanted
to move to the coast

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and maybe start a small business.

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I'm really sorry! Genuinely.

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I should have been more clear about,
like, what I wanted.

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I'm actually working on it in
therapy with Zara.

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What? Yeah. Well, she's practising
on me.

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OK, listen, man,
we were really fucking drunk.

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You fingered me
for about four seconds.

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I have a better sexual experience
with my electric toothbrush.

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Can you just keep this between us
and stop talking about it?

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Hi.

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Please. Express. It's beautiful.

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Are those antidepressants again,
Ethan?

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Did you not read the article
I sent you?

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Imagine if you got autism on top
of everything else.

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No, it's PrEP so I don't get HIV

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if I decide to fuck a man tonight,
OK?

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No, do not get HIV,
Ethan, I will be...

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Well, I'd be absolutely furious.

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What the fuck is that?

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I like it. Roger's going to put it
up.

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He's trying to find the right place.

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You cannot put that up. That is...

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That's the cringiest fucking shit

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I've ever seen in my fucking life.

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Sorry, which part do you not like,
Ethan?

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I mean, which word exactly
do you disagree with?

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Live?

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See, none of these people have jobs.

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Everyone here is wearing like
clothes

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that are so ugly
that they circle back around to hot.

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It's all very clever,
but I'm not falling for it.

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Oh, hey! Hi, superstar.

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Oh, my God, this place is so cool.

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So I just met a make-up artist
called Lightning.

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Legal name, no last name.

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Literally like Cher or Rylan.
Isn't that mad?

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I mean, I did tell him, though,

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that is really bad for SEO
because if you Google Lightning

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it's just going to show you pictures
of the weather.

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Guys, this is like a workshop.

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Like, not...

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It's like, I don't need this.
This is too much.

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So is Aaron coming?

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Because I've decided I'm just gonna
ask him if he's gay.

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I'm gonna be like, "Are you gay?

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"Or are you just a straight guy
with, like,

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"a weird voice and a necklace?"

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You know?

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Yeah. Is Tom coming? No.

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Tom is at home looking
after our baby.

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You got a cat?
You fucking hate cats.

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You always say
cats are up themselves.

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Well, they have a Tory vibe.
You have a Tory vibe.

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You have a mortar and pestle.

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You have a Tory vibe
because you have rich parents

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and went to private school.

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Oh! No, that is fair. That's fair.

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Although not that rich,
it turns out.

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They're selling the house.

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They're selling my house.
They're downsizing.

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What? That's not the sob story
you think it is.

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OK, I have to go. I have to go.

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Um, take that. I love you guys.
I'll see you soon, OK?

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Good luck! Good luck!
It's, like, very chill.

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It's not a big deal.

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Weird. This place is so weird.
I'm creeped out.

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Are you all right?
You're allergic to cats, aren't you?

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What's going on?

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I'm absolutely fine.

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Me and Tom are
in a really great place.

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We're having sex.
I licked his bumhole.

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What? You what?
You licked his bumhole?

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Yeah.

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Oh.

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All right, I thought you were
gonna be excited about it!

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You like that stuff.

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No, I love it, I love it!

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That is exciting.

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You rimmed your boyfriend!

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Not too loud. We should celebrate!

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Did you like it?

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No, of course not!

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But it's not the point of sex,
is it?

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Dunno, can't remember.

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Hi, everyone.

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Hi. Hi. Hi. Thank you.

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Thank you so much for coming.

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Thank you for taking a break
from doomscrolling or whatever.

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You know the drill.

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Some bold, experimental
fucked-up...

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For the first few weeks of uni,
Sam didn't like Ethan.

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His constant self-deprecation

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made his flaws more annoying,
not less.

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Abi found Sam smug
and passive-aggressive.

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She acted like she was
better than everyone.

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It made Abi feel small.

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Ethan thought Abi was basic
and ridiculous.

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When she looked at him,
her admiration felt

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loaded with pity,
like he was a circus animal.

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They were all right about each
other.

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But what we're doing here tonight,
sharing our ideas in person -

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this is a radical act, right?

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This is what resistance looks like.

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This is what revolution looks like.
Whoo!

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We've got musicians,
writers, performance artists,

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people that I am
so privileged to call my friends.

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I've literally... Some of these
people, I know them from school.

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Bet you fucking do.

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The feeling! Oh, Jesus.

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The feeling, the feeling,
the feeling!

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Yeah!

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I snort a bump of coke
and look at my phone.

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15 dead in mass shooting.

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I feel nothing.

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I finish on her stomach
and tell her to leave.

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Yeah, dating in London
is kind of crazy.

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Um, like, I've been ghosted
so many times

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I feel like I'm
in Paranormal Activity.

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ABI LAUGHS

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What about Hinge?
Any of you guys on Hinge?

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? Whoa, oh

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? Oh, hoh

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? Oh, hoh...

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? Ah-ah-ah! ?

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DANCE MUSIC

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What is this event?

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Why don't these people just sort of
post this online like normal people?

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Get TikTok. Leave me alone.

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Why do I have to come...? Excuse me.

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Sorry, I forgot my ID.
Could you get me a beer?

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How old are you?

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God, sorry, I'm not the police.

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That's so crazy.
I'm chill. I'm normal.

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I'm a normal guy. Have my beer.

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Get drunk. You're young!

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Oh, you came!

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Any excuse to paint the town red.

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Oh, God. Can I say that, friends?

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Yeah. You look like a fairy.

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Whoo! Whoo!

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CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

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MICROPHONE CRASHES
I'm sorry.

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So, um...

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Yeah. After I finished uni,
I started tutoring,

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um, kids, like,
mainly around GCSE level.

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And for the past two years,

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I've been tutoring
a 16-year-old boy.

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I won't say his name,
but after I found out the theme

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tonight was bodies,
I immediately thought of Jake.

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The things he says,
particularly about women,

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treating them like objects.

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Like, just bodies, you know?

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I began to wonder if he had
been radicalised into someone

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who just didn't care
about other people.

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Um, and then I found myself in
the position of, like, role model.

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Could I stop him from, you know,
growing up into a hateful

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misogynist with a fleshlight
and a porn addiction?

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Special mention.

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This is a story about empathy.

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The first thing I noticed
was the smell.

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Well, that was weird.
I loved it.

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Honestly, rip that innocent child
to shreds.

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I don't care,
he seems like a freak.

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She was great.

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Is that, like, really allowed, though?

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Ted Bundy? He's only 16.

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Fuck him. He's a teenage boy.

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I bet he bullies all the gay kids
and he beats them up the whole time.

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Did you get bullied?

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Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.

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That makes so much sense.

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No! Oh, my God,
no, I didn't get bullied.

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That's not my trauma.
Oh.

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I wonder what is my trauma?

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I definitely have some, but I've
never been able to place it.

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Um...

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OK. Hi. Um...

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So I'm super excited and
a little bit nervous to say that

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now it's time to screen my film,
so thank you.

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Thank you so fucking much.

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This film is called Bodies,
Bodies, Bodies, Bodies.

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Um, the working title was Bodies,
Bodies, Bodies

254
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but apparently there's
already something called that.

255
00:10:53,640 --> 00:10:56,319
So this is Bodies, Bodies, Bodies,
Bodies.

256
00:10:56,320 --> 00:10:58,799
I really hope you take something
from it. Thank you so much.

257
00:10:58,800 --> 00:10:59,919
Whoo!

258
00:10:59,920 --> 00:11:00,920
Jesus Christ.

259
00:11:24,400 --> 00:11:26,519
Is she a bit, like, off to you?

260
00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:28,279
She's just stressed.

261
00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:30,680
You know what? Fair enough.
These people are fucking stressful.

262
00:11:33,240 --> 00:11:35,759
I can't stand Zara. Horrible cow.

263
00:11:35,760 --> 00:11:37,719
This party looks so fun.

264
00:11:37,720 --> 00:11:40,359
It's so weird cos I was there
and it really wasn't fun,

265
00:11:40,360 --> 00:11:41,519
but it looks so fun.

266
00:11:41,520 --> 00:11:42,959
Why am I not in it at all?

267
00:11:42,960 --> 00:11:45,719
I think they only filmed the people
who actually had sex.

268
00:11:45,720 --> 00:11:46,760
Well, that was no-one.

269
00:12:01,680 --> 00:12:03,279
? 140 foot on the gas

270
00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:04,519
? I'm slipping in the club

271
00:12:04,520 --> 00:12:05,679
? Gotta take a quick nap

272
00:12:05,680 --> 00:12:07,919
? Get a little fresh air
and room out the back

273
00:12:07,920 --> 00:12:09,599
? Now I'm feeling really silly
cos I want my ID

274
00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:10,639
? And my buddy's still sick

275
00:12:10,640 --> 00:12:12,719
? And I'm tired of the club... ?

276
00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:15,039
At the end of their first term,

277
00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:18,160
Sam texted Ethan every day of
the Christmas break.

278
00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:21,359
Funny things her parents said,

279
00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:24,039
TikToks about which
famous actors might be gay.

280
00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:25,279
Endless screenshots of

281
00:12:25,280 --> 00:12:27,440
her first text conversations
with Zara.

282
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For the first time in her life,

283
00:12:32,080 --> 00:12:34,719
she felt she had met someone
who would never judge her.

284
00:12:34,720 --> 00:12:36,319
Ethan... Don't make a big deal
out of it.

285
00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:38,399
It's fine. It's completely fine.

286
00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:39,679
Ethan, let's just go over
and talk to her.

287
00:12:39,680 --> 00:12:40,759
She can explain.

288
00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:41,999
I don't need to talk about anything, ever.

289
00:12:42,000 --> 00:12:43,000
I'm a grown man, all right?

290
00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:47,919
Abi told her family
that she had made friends with

291
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the coolest girl in the world.

292
00:12:50,160 --> 00:12:52,439
Smart and funny and confident.

293
00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:56,159
Not smug - just self-possessed.

294
00:12:56,160 --> 00:12:58,800
Not passive-aggressive -
just courageous.

295
00:13:00,720 --> 00:13:02,519
In Ethan's Christmas card to Abi

296
00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:04,439
he told her that she was the
kindest,

297
00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:06,520
most supportive friend he'd ever
had.

298
00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:11,240
They were all right about each
other.

299
00:13:12,360 --> 00:13:14,559
Hey. Oh, hey. How's it going?

300
00:13:14,560 --> 00:13:16,279
Yeah. Nice to see you.

301
00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:19,919
Yeah, you, too. Did I miss it?
Um, yeah, kind of.

302
00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:20,959
Uh...

303
00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:24,519
I'm just going. I feel a bit dizzy,
so...

304
00:13:24,520 --> 00:13:26,999
Overwhelmed by the art, was it?
Yes.

305
00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:29,999
Yeah. No, it was very confronting.

306
00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:31,879
Real gut punch.

307
00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:34,999
You didn't want
to debut any new music?

308
00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:36,039
No, no, no, no.

309
00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:37,279
I make music for myself.

310
00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:40,439
I don't want to be one of those
East London wankers

311
00:13:40,440 --> 00:13:42,359
who makes music on his laptop.

312
00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:44,799
Yes, totally. Get what I'm saying?

313
00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:45,919
Yeah, yeah.

314
00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:48,599
You do make music on your laptop,
though, don't you?

315
00:13:48,600 --> 00:13:49,919
Yeah, yeah, I do.

316
00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:51,519
You do live in East London.

317
00:13:51,520 --> 00:13:52,719
I'm joking. Right! I'm sorry.

318
00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:54,199
Do you want to get a drink with me?

319
00:13:54,200 --> 00:13:57,519
Yes. Let's go in.

320
00:13:57,520 --> 00:14:00,319
No, I mean, do you want to...?

321
00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:01,919
Do you want to go for a drink
with me?

322
00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:02,960
Just me, now?

323
00:14:04,920 --> 00:14:06,799
Just because before you said
we should go get a drink,

324
00:14:06,800 --> 00:14:09,439
and then we never went for a drink,
and I'd like a drink.

325
00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:11,519
And if you want a drink,
then maybe we should get a...

326
00:14:11,520 --> 00:14:12,559
We could...I...

327
00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:13,799
Go in. You should see the...

328
00:14:13,800 --> 00:14:15,079
Yeah, fuck it.

329
00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:16,280
Yeah, let's do it. All right.

330
00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:18,759
Yeah?

331
00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:19,959
Yeah, let's do it.

332
00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:22,479
Great! Gonna lead the way?

333
00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:23,999
Yes. Shall we go?

334
00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:25,719
Yes! Let's go.

335
00:14:25,720 --> 00:14:26,919
Let's get fucked up.

336
00:14:26,920 --> 00:14:28,439
All right. One, one beer.

337
00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:29,559
Maximum 15.

338
00:14:29,560 --> 00:14:31,119
Yeah, like, I don't care, obviously.

339
00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:32,159
It's not that deep.

340
00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:33,520
The fuck is your problem, Sam?

341
00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:36,759
Um...

342
00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:37,879
That was his crush.

343
00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:39,479
Please, Ab. His crush?

344
00:14:39,480 --> 00:14:40,480
Mm-hm.

345
00:14:41,560 --> 00:14:44,159
You watch too much Love Island.
They literally haven't even kissed.

346
00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:45,760
He doesn't care.
He never cares about anything.

347
00:14:47,760 --> 00:14:50,239
I don't recognise you any more.

348
00:14:50,240 --> 00:14:52,159
You don't recognise me?

349
00:14:52,160 --> 00:14:54,199
You're raising a fucking
cat with your boyfriend,

350
00:14:54,200 --> 00:14:55,800
who you abandoned us to live with.

351
00:14:57,760 --> 00:15:00,359
OK, well, have
a lovely night then, Sam.

352
00:15:00,360 --> 00:15:02,440
And enjoy all your new mates.

353
00:15:05,120 --> 00:15:07,279
She's so interesting.

354
00:15:07,280 --> 00:15:08,999
She's, like, out of one of those
reality shows

355
00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:10,359
where they sell really ugly houses.

356
00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:11,999
Yeah, yeah. She is. Yeah.

357
00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:13,199
I loved your piece, by the way.

358
00:15:13,200 --> 00:15:14,719
I was worried
when I read your Substack

359
00:15:14,720 --> 00:15:15,759
that it was going to be more of
that,

360
00:15:15,760 --> 00:15:17,519
like, identity politics stuff.

361
00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,039
I thought, "What more is there
really to say about that," you know?

362
00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:21,959
Like, "I'm a minority in the city."

363
00:15:21,960 --> 00:15:24,440
I think Michaela Coel closed
that conversation, right?

364
00:15:33,760 --> 00:15:34,800
Give us a swig.

365
00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:40,359
Hey. Show me...

366
00:15:40,360 --> 00:15:41,360
Show me some of your music.

367
00:15:44,040 --> 00:15:46,400
Oh, I don't know. Go on.

368
00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:51,720
All right.

369
00:15:52,880 --> 00:15:54,000
All right. Go easy, though.

370
00:15:55,080 --> 00:15:57,240
I'm very kind.
I'm a very kind person.

371
00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:05,280
ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYS

372
00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,440
Cool. Yeah. Love it.

373
00:16:16,800 --> 00:16:18,079
You do? Yeah, I love it.

374
00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:19,080
It, um...

375
00:16:20,240 --> 00:16:22,240
It's kind of like an alarm.

376
00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:26,599
What? No! Like a lovely alarm.

377
00:16:26,600 --> 00:16:28,079
Like a, like... You think it's shit.

378
00:16:28,080 --> 00:16:29,239
No, no, no. You do.

379
00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:31,839
It'll wake you up in the morning
and you're going,

380
00:16:31,840 --> 00:16:33,679
"This is going to be a great day."

381
00:16:33,680 --> 00:16:35,719
How do you even know about this?

382
00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:37,959
You posted it on your Story
like a thousand times.

383
00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:40,399
OK, this was supposed
to be really private.

384
00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:42,199
You read it aloud
in front of a crowd of people!

385
00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:43,839
OK, well... And I don't game
that much, all right?

386
00:16:43,840 --> 00:16:45,519
I only play Final Fantasy
when I'm high,

387
00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:48,119
with my best friend Danni,
who's a girl, by the way. All right?

388
00:16:48,120 --> 00:16:51,399
And I'm not friends with her because
I want to fuck her or whatever.

389
00:16:51,400 --> 00:16:54,959
All right? She's fat and gay,
I think, which is good.

390
00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:56,439
You know, I support that.

391
00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:59,839
And how would you know that
I watch porn like an addict?

392
00:16:59,840 --> 00:17:02,119
I don't. Don't you? No!

393
00:17:02,120 --> 00:17:03,999
Why are you even thinking
about me wanking?

394
00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:06,079
What, are you obsessed with me?
Is that it? No.

395
00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:07,119
Do you fancy me? No.

396
00:17:07,120 --> 00:17:09,400
Do you want to kiss me?
No. No, no, I do not!

397
00:17:10,760 --> 00:17:11,760
Because I do.

398
00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:16,999
No, no. It's OK.

399
00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,799
No, no, no! You clearly like me.

400
00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:20,519
No! You just said I was both
terrifying and erotic.

401
00:17:20,520 --> 00:17:22,359
No, that was about masculinity.

402
00:17:22,360 --> 00:17:25,039
As like an abstract concept.

403
00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:26,719
You really do have to leave.
Please, can you leave?

404
00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:28,079
This is, like, really inappropriate.

405
00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:29,559
But you told me to be vulnerable.

406
00:17:29,560 --> 00:17:30,719
This is, like, way too vulnerable.

407
00:17:30,720 --> 00:17:33,120
This is the type of shit you're
supposed to fucking suppress.

408
00:17:37,320 --> 00:17:38,840
You're not as nice
as you think you are.

409
00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:54,039
Did you get a chance to speak to
Sam? About at the party,

410
00:17:54,040 --> 00:17:56,159
me and her, we kind of...
Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah.

411
00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:57,279
Of course. Yeah.

412
00:17:57,280 --> 00:17:59,319
Um, she tells me everything.

413
00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:01,080
She told me immediately.
She's my best friend.

414
00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:04,679
I didn't realise she was your type.

415
00:18:04,680 --> 00:18:05,880
Well, I don't really have a type.

416
00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:09,119
I'm more into... The person.
The vibe, yeah.

417
00:18:09,120 --> 00:18:10,279
And their personality

418
00:18:10,280 --> 00:18:12,799
and like their spirit and their soul
and stuff like that.

419
00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:14,799
Shut up. You taking the piss?
No, I'm not taking the piss.

420
00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:18,039
That's just what a conventionally
hot person says

421
00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:20,880
immediately before fucking another
conventionally hot person.

422
00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:24,839
Me, I'm the... I'm the hot person, right?

423
00:18:24,840 --> 00:18:26,119
Mm-hm.

424
00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:27,120
Yeah. And I'm the other one.

425
00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:33,839
So you're not upset or anything?

426
00:18:33,840 --> 00:18:34,840
Upset?

427
00:18:36,840 --> 00:18:39,360
Why would I be upset?

428
00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:46,119
I just thought maybe you might...
Yeah.

429
00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:47,679
I just wasn't...

430
00:18:47,680 --> 00:18:51,440
I guess I didn't know who you are.

431
00:18:55,080 --> 00:18:57,160
What? Did I say something stupid?

432
00:18:58,360 --> 00:19:01,079
Did I say something fucked?
Should I jump in the Thames?

433
00:19:01,080 --> 00:19:03,680
Should I put big rocks
in my pocket and jump in the Thames?

434
00:19:11,040 --> 00:19:12,120
I didn't think that...

435
00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:26,359
I should go. Huh? Why?

436
00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:28,199
What? Yeah. I mean, you can go.

437
00:19:28,200 --> 00:19:29,240
What are you talking about?

438
00:19:30,840 --> 00:19:32,399
It's been nice.

439
00:19:32,400 --> 00:19:34,079
Yeah, it's been so nice.

440
00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:36,919
It's really, really nice.

441
00:19:36,920 --> 00:19:37,920
It was nice.

442
00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:40,719
See you later, yeah?

443
00:19:40,720 --> 00:19:42,920
Yes. See you later.

444
00:19:44,320 --> 00:19:46,120
That's, um... Yeah.

445
00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:09,239
I was... I was thinking tomorrow...

446
00:20:09,240 --> 00:20:12,399
Mm. ..we could go to
the farmers' market

447
00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:14,519
and pick up some bits.

448
00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:17,440
And maybe have a picnic.

449
00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:20,200
Yeah. Go on. Um...

450
00:20:21,640 --> 00:20:24,959
And then after, there's this pop-up
street food place

451
00:20:24,960 --> 00:20:27,839
that does these fucking lush
pastel de nata bao buns,

452
00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:31,079
like the Portuguese custard tart,
but bao buns...

453
00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:33,119
Nuts. ..for dessert. Mm-hm.

454
00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:35,039
And there's a place
that you can rent kayaks.

455
00:20:35,040 --> 00:20:37,319
Now, I know you don't love
the open water

456
00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:39,239
because of what...
BOTH: Lurks in the deep.

457
00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:43,399
Yeah. But it's the canal,
so we can see the bottom.

458
00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:48,280
And then we'll get
a two-seater, and I will do...

459
00:20:50,440 --> 00:20:51,760
...I will do all the paddling.

460
00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:55,879
Yeah?

461
00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,879
Sound good? Yes, please. OK.

462
00:20:58,880 --> 00:20:59,920
Good.

463
00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:04,440
I'm gonna hit the hay. OK. OK.

464
00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:07,320
Love you. Love you.

465
00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:14,999
You can get another fleshlight
if you want,

466
00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,560
if that's important to you.

467
00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:19,480
What? No.

468
00:21:21,040 --> 00:21:22,080
No, that was gross.

469
00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:33,519
Oh, I wouldn't do that.
I know that...

470
00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:34,720
So bad.

471
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:38,000
You're back early.

472
00:21:42,440 --> 00:21:44,120
How'd it go? Um...

473
00:21:46,080 --> 00:21:48,640
I thought you'd be there.
Sorry, I...

474
00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:51,920
How come you weren't there?

475
00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:55,879
We thought we'd make use of
the empty flat.

476
00:21:55,880 --> 00:21:58,120
Yeah, I wanted a date night.

477
00:21:59,360 --> 00:22:02,519
I made carbonara, actually,
with my secret ingredient.

478
00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:04,959
What, love? No.

479
00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:07,319
Cashews and nutritional yeast.

480
00:22:07,320 --> 00:22:09,279
I mean, there's loads left.
You should have some.

481
00:22:09,280 --> 00:22:11,839
Shit. Sorry, I finished it.

482
00:22:11,840 --> 00:22:13,359
You're such a greedy guts.

483
00:22:13,360 --> 00:22:15,359
But we have...
We have loads of wine.

484
00:22:15,360 --> 00:22:16,759
I honestly am...

485
00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:19,279
I'm so tired, you know.

486
00:22:19,280 --> 00:22:23,720
So I'm probably gonna go to sleep.

487
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,560
Oh, my God. Actually,
it's my night to do the dishes.

488
00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:32,479
Sam, we've got it.
It's actually fine.

489
00:22:32,480 --> 00:22:33,520
I want to, I want to.

490
00:22:40,120 --> 00:22:42,719
No, Sam... No. It's OK.
ALL TALK AT ONCE

491
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:44,999
I can't have people think I'm
a shirker.

492
00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:46,600
No two people are the same.

493
00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:56,520
A collection of experiences.

494
00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:05,680
A network of genes.

495
00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:11,359
An unrepeatable body.

496
00:23:11,360 --> 00:23:12,920
SNEEZES

497
00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:18,120
And a soul without a duplicate.

498
00:23:20,200 --> 00:23:21,240
Violently...

499
00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:25,320
...beautifully alone.

500
00:23:27,360 --> 00:23:29,839
? I've waited many years

501
00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:34,880
? Every print I left upon the track
Has led me here

502
00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:40,039
? And next year it'll be clear

503
00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:43,679
? This was only leading me to that

504
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:48,360
? And by that time I hope that
you... ?

505
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:52,480
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